God save me from submissive heroines and asshole heroes. What. The. Hell. Lachlain was an absolute asshole for like the first half of the book! He was almost like the bad guy rather than the good guy. He treated Emma like hell: he touched her sexually I don't know how many times and she didn't even want it. Her body might've, but not her heart. And then one time he almost raped her! WTF! He also strangled her until a blood vessel in her eye popped, screamed at her and told her she disgusted him. All because she's a vampire. I get that he was tortured by a vampire, and the most powerful one at that, for like 150 years, but are you really going to take it out on an innocent girl who has literally never hurt a fly? Nuh uh, go to hell dude. I was kinda able to forgive him the last couple chapters of the book, but only because Emma became a baddass and was like "f*** you" and wouldn't let herself be pushed around and Lachlain started to realize what an asshole he'd been and whatnot. And what really, really, reaaaaaaaally bothered me and almost made me stop reading was when they had sex for the first time. But before I go into that, let me give you a brief overview of the book.
So Lachlain, a Scottish Lykae (werewolf), was captured by Demestriu, the baddest baddass of vampires, about 150 years ago and has been tortured ever since. But one day, he scents his mate and is determined not to lose her trail since he has been looking for her for over 900 years. So to get away, he cuts off his leg and goes after her. However, because he's been tortured for so long, his mind isn't exactly intact, and so when he realizes that, out of all the creatures that she could be, his mate is a vampire, he goes a bit berserk. So from this point in the book on, we get a lot of frustrating and hateful dialogue between Emma and Lachlain. All she wants to do is return to her family, but Lachlain won't let her leave and basically has her imprisoned. The worst part is that he feels absolutely no regret. He will later on, but right now he feels only hatred and disgust for Emma. When they get to Kinevane, Lachlain's castle, which is where they've been trying to get to all this time, their relationship is a little better. But then Lachlain goes ahead and ruins it by telling her that she is in fact his mate and that he lied to her when he told her that she wasn't. So Emma flips a shit and is all hurt and whatnot. Lachlain also hasn't told tell her that when the full moon comes, he's going to be mad with lust and he has to sleep with her. But Emma is a virgin, and he's going to be unable to be gentle with her because the moon is going to be driving him crazy.
When the day of the full moon comes, Emma tries to run away but Lachlain comes after her, mad with lust, and takes her virginity. From behind. And Emma screams with pain but it doesn't register with him. That part just made me shudder and feel kind of disgusted. He eventually makes it better but everyone knows that if you're a virgin, doing it from behind for the first time is like the biggest no no ever. It'll hurt so much worse, and Lachlain does that. And worse, Emma was totally fine with it. So that part was really hard to get through.
After they have sex, they become a whole lot closer and affectionate with each other. But then some vampires attack Kinevane and Emma goes with them because they'll lead her to her father, who just happens to be Demestriu. After a big battle scene, Emma kills her father. Then after some other stuff, Emma and Lachlain are reunited and admit that they love each other and it's a happily ever after.
So this book might not have been the best, but it still had its merits. I don't think I'll ever reread it because it was a bit torturous to read the first half, but it wasn't a total loss. I'd give it about 3.5/5 stars. Hopefully the next book is better! Until next time!
Book Love,
Lena